Give up your life. It is shit and you hate it. Get a job in construction or shoveling gravel. Get some perspective. Find out what you truly love and are capable of. Then run towards your goal like a madman. I hate the military, but it took me getting out of my nations military to realize that it is the one thing I am gifted towards. So now I am trying to become the best SoF I can be.
Escapism.
Give up your life. It is shit and you hate it. Get a job in construction or shoveling gravel. Get some perspective. Find out what you truly love and are capable of. Then run towards your goal like a madman. I hate the military, but it took me getting out of my nations military to realize that it is the one thing I am gifted towards. So now I am trying to become the best SoF I can be.